THE SHROUD BY PREMCHAND ((Translated from the Urdu and Hindi by Frances W. Pritchett))
(1a) At the door of the hut father and son sat silently by
a burnt-out fire; inside, the son's young wife Budhiya lay in labor, writhing
with pain. And from time to time such a heart-rending scream emerged from her
lips that they both pressed their hands to their hearts. It was a winter night;
everything was drowned in desolation. The whole village had been absorbed into
the darkness.
Ghisu said, "It
seems she won't live. She's been writhing in pain the whole day. Go on-- see
how she is."
Madhav said in a
pained tone, "If she's going to die, then why doesn't she go ahead and
die? What's the use of going to see?"
"You’re pretty
hard-hearted! You’ve enjoyed life with
her for a whole year-- such faithlessness to her?"
"Well, I can't
stand to see her writhing and thrashing around."
It was a family
of Chamars, and notorious in the whole
village. If Ghisu worked for one day, then he rested for three. Madhav was such
a slacker that if he worked for an hour, then he smoked his chilam for an hour.
Thus nobody hired them on. If there was even a handful of grain in the house,
they both swore off working. When they'd fasted for a couple of days, then
Ghisu climbed trees and broke off branches, and Madhav sold the wood in the
market; and as long as that money lasted, they both spent their time wandering
idly around. *When their hunger grew intense, they again broke off branches, or
looked for some work.* There was no shortage of work in the village. It was a
village of farmers; for a hard-working man there were fifty jobs. But people
only sent for those two when they were forced to content themselves with
getting out of two men the work of one.
If only the two had been ascetics,
then they wouldn't have needed any exercises in self-discipline to achieve
contentment and patience. This was their very nature. Theirs was a strange
life. Except for two or three clay pots, they had no goods at all in the house.
Covering their nakedness with torn rags, free from the cares of the world,
laden with debt-- they suffered abuse, they suffered blows too, but not grief.
They were so poor that without the smallest hope of repayment, people used to
lend them something or other. When peas or potatoes were in season, they would
dig up peas or potatoes from the fields and roast and eat them, or break off
five or ten stalks of sugarcane and suck them at night. Ghisu had spent sixty years
of his life in this pious manner, and Madhav, like
a dutiful son, was following in his father's footsteps-- or rather, was making
his name even more radiant.
(1b) This
time too, both were seated by the fire, roasting potatoes that they had dug up
from somebody's field. Ghisu's wife had passed away long ago. Madhav's marriage
had taken place the year before. Since this woman had come, she had laid the
foundations of civilization in the family. *Grinding grain, cutting grass, she
arranged for a couple of pounds of flour,* and kept filling the stomachs of those two shameless ones. After she came,
they both grew even more lazy and indolent; indeed, they even began to swagger
a bit. If someone sent for them to work, then with splendid indifference they
demanded double wages. That woman was dying today in childbirth. And these two
were perhaps waiting for her to die, so they could sleep in peace.
Pulling out a potato
and peeling it, Ghisu said, "Go see what shape she's in. We'll have the
fuss over a ghost-witch-- what else! And here even the
exorcist demands a rupee-- *from whose house would we get one?*"
Madhav suspected
that if he went into the hut, Ghisu would finish off most of the potatoes. He
said, "I'm afraid to go in."
"What are you
afraid of? I'm here, after all."
"Then you go
and see, all right?"
"When my wife
died, for three days I never even left her side. And then, won't she be ashamed
in front of me? I've never seen her face-- and today I should see her naked
body? She won't even have bodily ease: if she sees me, she won't be able to
thrash around freely."
"I'm thinking,
if a child is born-- what then? Dried ginger, brown sugar, oil-- there's
nothing at all in the house."
"Everything
will come. If Bhagwan gives a child-- those people who now aren't giving a
paisa, will send for us and give us things. I've had nine sons. There was never
anything in the house, but this is how we managed every time."
(1c) A society in which those who labored night and
day were not in much better shape than these two; a society in which compared
to the peasants, those who knew how to exploit the peasants' weaknesses were
much better off-- in such a society, the birth of this kind of mentality was no
cause for surprise. We'll say that compared to the peasants, Ghisu was more
insightful; and instead of joining the mindless group of peasants, he had
joined the group of clever, scheming tricksters.
Though indeed, he wasn't skilful in following the rules and customs of the
tricksters. Thus while other members of his group became chiefs and headmen of
villages, at him the whole village wagged its finger. But still, he did have
the consolation that if he was in bad shape, at least he wasn't forced to do
the back-breaking labor of the peasants, and others didn't take improper
advantage of his simplicity and voicelessness.
Pulling out the
potatoes, they both began to eat them burning hot. They had eaten nothing since
the day before. They were too impatient to wait till the potatoes cooled. Both
burned their tongues repeatedly. When the potatoes were peeled, their outer
parts didn't seem so extremely hot. But the moment the teeth bit into them, the
inner part burned the tongue and throat and roof of the mouth. Rather than keep
that ember in the mouth, it was better to send it quickly along inward, where
there was plenty of equipment for cooling it down. So they both swallowed very
fast, although the attempt brought tears to their eyes.
(1d) Then Ghisu remembered a landowner's wedding
procession, in which he had taken part twenty years before. The repletion that
had been vouchsafed to him in that feast was a memorable event in his life, and
even today its memory was fresh. He said, "I'll never forget that feast.
Never since then have I had that kind of food, or such a full stomach. The
girl's family fed puris to everyone. As much as they
wanted! Great and small, everyone ate puris-- ones made with real ghi!
Chutney, raita, three kinds of green vegetables, a flavorful stew, yoghurt,
chutney, sweets. How can I tell you now what relish there was in that feast!
There was no limit. Whatever thing you want, just ask! And however much you
want, eat! People ate so much, ate so much, that nobody could even drink any
water. And there the servers were-- setting hot, round, sweet-smelling pastries
before you! You refuse, saying you don't want it. You push away the tray with
your hand. But that's how they are-- they just keep on giving it. And when
everybody had wiped their mouths, then everybody got a pan as
well. But how could I be in any shape for a pan? I couldn't stand
up. I just staggered off and lay down on my blanket. He had a heart as big as
the ocean, that landowner!"
Enjoying the story
of these grand festivities, Madhav said, "If only somebody would give us
such a feast now!"
"As if anybody
would feast anybody now! That was a different time. Now everybody thinks about
economy-- 'don't spend money on weddings, don't spend money on religious
festivals!'. Ask them-- what's this 'saving' of the poor people's wealth?
There's no lack of 'saving'. But when it comes to spending, they think about
economy!"
"You must have
eaten twenty or so puris?"
"I ate more
than twenty."
"I would have
eaten up fifty."
"I couldn't
have eaten less than fifty. I was hale and hearty. You're not half of what I
was!"
After eating, they
both drank some water, covered themselves with their dhotis, curled up, and
went to sleep right there by the fire, as if two gigantic serpents lay coiled
there.
And Budhiya was still moaning.
(2a) In the morning, when Madhav went into the hut
and looked, his wife had grown cold. Flies were buzzing on her face. Her stony
eyes had rolled upward. Her whole body was covered with dust. In her stomach,
the baby had died.
Madhav came running
to Ghisu. Then they both together began loudly lamenting and beating their
breasts. When the neighbors heard the weeping and wailing, they came running.
And following the ancient custom, they began to console the bereaved.
But this wasn't the
occasion for an excessive show of grief. They had to worry about the shroud,
and the wood. Money was as scarce in their house as meat in a raptor's nest.
Father and son went
weeping to the village landlord. He hated the very sight of their faces. A
number of times he had beaten them with his own hands-- for theft, or for not
coming to work as they had promised. He asked, "What is it, Ghisua, why do you weep? Nowadays we don't
even see you around. It seems that you no longer want to live in the
village."
Ghisua fell
prostrate on the ground, and said with tear-filled eyes, "Master, I'm in
great trouble! Madhav's wife passed away last night. All day she was writhing
in pain, Master; we two sat by her bed till midnight. Whatever medicines we
could give her, we did. But she slipped away. Now we have no one to care for
us, Master-- we're devastated-- our house is destroyed! I'm your slave. Now who
but you will take care of her final rites? Whatever money we had at hand was
used up on medicines. If the Master will show mercy, then she'll have the
proper rites. To whose door should I come except yours?"
(2b) The Landlord Sahib was a compassionate man. But
to show compassion to Ghisu was to try to dye a black blanket. He felt like
saying, "Get out of here! *Keep the corpse in your house and let it rot!*
Usually you don't come even when you're called-- now when you want something,
you come and flatter me! You treacherous bastard! You villain!" But this
was not the occasion for anger or revenge. Willingly or not, he pulled out two
rupees and flung them down. But he didn't open his lips to say a single word of
consolation. He didn't even look in Ghisu's direction-- as if he'd discharged a
duty.
When the Landlord
Sahib gave two rupees, then how could the village merchants and money-lenders
have the nerve to refuse? Ghisu knew how to beat the drum of the landlord's
name. One gave two paisas, another gave four paisas. In an hour, Ghisu had
collected the sum of five rupees in ready cash. Someone gave grain, someone
else gave wood. And in the afternoon Ghisu and Madhav went to the market to get
a shroud. Meanwhile, people began to cut the bamboo poles,
and so on.
The
sensitive-hearted women of the village came and looked at the body. They shed a
few tears at its helplessness, and went away.
(3a) When they reached the market, Ghisu said,
"We've got enough wood to burn her, haven't we, Madhav?"
Madhav said,
"Yes, there's plenty of wood. Now we need a shroud."
"So let's buy a
light kind of shroud."
"Sure, what
else! While the body is being carried along, night will come. At night, who
sees a shroud?"
"What a bad
custom it is that someone who didn't even get a rag to cover her body when she
was alive, needs a new shroud when she's dead."
"After all, the
shroud burns along with the body."
"What else is it
good for? If we'd had these five rupees earlier, we would have given her some
medicine."
Each of them
inwardly guessed what the other was thinking. They kept wandering here and
there in the market, until eventually evening came. [Sometimes they went to one
cloth-seller's shop, sometimes to another. They looked at various kinds of
fabric, they looked at silk and cotton, but nothing suited them.] The two
arrived, by chance or deliberately, before a wine-house; and as if according to
some prearranged decision, they went inside. For a little while they both stood
there in a state of uncertainty. [Then Ghisu went to the counter and said,
"Sir, please give us a bottle too."] *Ghisu bought one bottle of
liquor, and some sesame sweets.* [After this some snacks came, fried fish
came]. And they both sat down on the verandah and [peacefully] began to drink.
(3b) After drinking a number of cups in a row, both
became elevated.
Ghisu said,
"What's the use of wrapping her in a shroud? After all, it would only be
burned. Nothing would go with her."
Looking toward the
sky as if persuading the angels of his innocence, Madhav said, "It's the
custom of the world-- why do these same people give thousands of rupees to the
Brahmins? Who can tell whether a reward does or doesn't reach them in another
world?"
"Rich people
have wealth-- let them waste it! What do we have to waste?"
"But what will
you tell people? Won't people ask where the shroud is?"
Ghisu laughed.
"We'll say the money slipped out of my waistband-- we searched and
searched for it, but it didn't turn up. [People won't believe it, but they'll
still give the same sum again.]"
Madhav too laughed
at this unexpected good fortune, *at defeating destiny in this way*. He said,
"She was very good, the poor thing. Even as she died, she gave us a fine
meal."
More than half the
bottle had been finished. Ghisu ordered two sers of puris, a meat stew, and spiced
liver and fried fish. There was a shop right next to the wine-house. Madhav ran
over and brought everything back on two leaf-plates. The cost was fully one and
a half rupees. Only a few paise were left.
(3c) Both then sat eating puris, with all the majesty
of a tiger in the jungle pursuing his prey. They had no fear of being called to
account, nor any concern about disgrace. They had passed through these stages
of weakness long ago. Ghisu said in a philosophical manner, "If my soul is
being pleased, then won't she receive religious merit?"
Madhav bowed his
head in pious confirmation. "Certainly she'll certainly receive it.
Bhagwan, you are the knower of hearts-- take her to Heaven!
We're both giving her our heartfelt blessing. The feast I've had today-- I
haven't had its equal in my whole life!"
After a moment a
doubt arose in Madhav's heart. He said, "How about it-- we'll go there too
someday, won't we?"
Ghisu gave no answer
to this childish question. *He looked reproachfully at Madhav.* [He didn't want
the thought of heavenly matters to interfere with this bliss.]
"When she asks
us, there, why we didn't give her a shroud, what will you say?"
"Oh, shut
up!"
"She'll
certainly ask."
"How do you
know that she won't get a shroud? Do you consider me such a donkey? I've lived
in this world for sixty years-- and have I just been loitering around? She'll
get a shroud, and [a very good one]-- *a much better than we would have
given*."
Madhav was not
convinced. He said, "Who will give it? You've gobbled up the rupees! [It's
me she'll ask-- I'm the one who put the sindur in the parting of her
hair.]"
Ghisu grew
irritated. "I tell you, she'll get a shroud. Why don't you believe
me?"
"Who will give
the money-- why don't you tell me?"
"The same
people will give it who gave it this time. But they won't put the rupees into
our hands. *And if somehow we get our hands on them, we'll sit here and drink
again just like this, and they'll give the shroud a third time.*"
(3d) As the darkness deepened and and the stars
glittered more sharply, the tumult in the wine-house also increased. One person
sang, another babbled, another embraced his companion, another pressed a glass
to his friend's lips. Joy was in the atmosphere there. Intoxication was in the
air. How many people become 'an ass with a glass'!
*They came here only to taste the pleasure of self-forgetfulness.* More than
liquor, the air here elevated their spirits. The disaster of life seized them
and dragged them here. And for a while they forgot whether they were alive or
dead-- or half-alive.
And these two,
father and son, were still sipping with relish. Everyone's eyes had settled on
them. How fortunate they were! They had a whole bottle between them.
After he had finished
eating, Madhav picked up the leaf-plate of leftover puris and gave it to a
beggar who was standing there looking at them with hungry eyes. And for the
first time in his life he felt the pride and delight and thrill of giving.
Ghisu said,
"Take it-- eat your fill, and give her your blessing. She whose earnings
these are has died, but your blessing will certainly reach her. Bless her with
every hair on your body-- these are the payment for very hard labor."
Madhav again looked
toward the sky and said, "She'll go to Heaven-- she'll become the Queen of
Heaven!"
(3e) Ghisu stood up, and as if swimming in waves of
joy he said, "Yes, son, she'll go to Heaven! She never tormented anyone,
she never oppressed anyone; even while dying, she fulfilled the greatest desire
of our lives. If she doesn't go to Heaven, then will those fat rich people go--
who loot the poor with both hands, and go to the Ganges to wash away their sin,
and offer holy water in temples?"
This mood of piety
too changed; variability is the special quality of intoxication. It was the
turn of despair and grief. Madhav said, "But the poor thing suffered a
great deal in her life. Even her death was so painful!" Covering his eyes
with his hands, he began to weep, [and sobbed loudly].
Ghisu consoled him:
"Why do you weep, son? Be happy that she's been liberated from this net of
illusion. She's escaped from the snare; she was very fortunate that she was
able to break the bonds of worldly illusion so quickly."
The whole wine-house
was absorbed in the spectacle, and these two drinkers, deep in intoxication,
kept on singing. Then they both began to dance-- they leaped and jumped, fell
down, flounced about, gesticulated, [strutted around]; and finally, overcome by
drunkenness, they collapsed.
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